Time to Leave

Things in Mill go wrong, and Rose finds herself on the brink of leaving the only home she’s ever known. The hardest part is getting out the front door, and out of bed. Just a short little excerpt.

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“Rose. Rose. Come on, Rose girl, you need to wake up. It’s time to leave.”

Rose could barely lift her head from the pillow, it felt so heavy. She blinked and rubbed her hands over her eyes. It was still dark outside, and it felt like she’d only been asleep for a few minutes. “What? Wha’s wr-wr-wrong?” a huge yawn interrupted her. As her eyes cleared, she realized that Uncle Mitch, Quentin and Wilfy were all crowded into her room. Uncle Mitch’s hand was on her shoulder, gently shaking her awake. “What is it?”

“Time to get goin’, honey.” Her uncle’s eyes were dark, his face still in shadow because only the hall light was on. He was very still, and in that moment Rose wondered why she had never noticed how old he was. He seemed so fragile, almost hollow, sitting on the edge of her mattress in the dark. But his words weren’t making sense.

“Leave? Who’s leaving?”

“We are,” Quentin said from the foot of her bed. His voice was quiet, and very serious. Rose looked between them, and then over at Wilfy, who was standing in the door like he was keeping look-out. It was only then that she remembered. A heavy, sick feeling settled into her stomach and throbbed behind her eyes.

“Is your bag packed?” Her Imaggen’s voice was cold and clipped, as if speaking from a distance, or to someone else entirely. He seemed impossibly alien to her in that moment, standing in the stark shadows of her room. Had she ever known him? His eyes caught hers and his face softened into the one she loved for a second. “Get changed and come out,” he said more gently. “We need to be gone quick as we can.”

She nodded wearily. They filed out, Uncle Mitch scooping up her bag on the way. He hesitated at the door, and they shared a helpless look before he closed it and left her to get ready in the dark.

True Story

This comes from the very beginning of the third Imaggen book. It also has the distinction, such as it is, of being the first Imaggen scene I ever wrote. I like it because Quentin and Rose don’t get many more quiet moments together after this, and also because this theme of beginnings and endings is such a strong one throughout the arc. For these two in particular, this conversation will be replayed near the very end of the story, but in a slightly different context.

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“Tell me a story?” Rose Sherbourne asked into the dark room.

It was a familiar request to her Imaggen; so familiar, in fact, that he had begun to run short of stories that were safe to tell. Naturally, this worried him. It was an undeniable fact that when stories ran out, the only things left to tell would be truths.

He sat gingerly on the edge of the bed, being unnecessarily careful to avoid disturbing its IP. “A story about what?” he asked indulgently. “How should it start?”

“Like all good stories do,” she said firmly. “With ‘In the beginning’.”

He shifted uneasily—she’d hit upon a truth without knowing it. She seemed to be doing that more and more these days. He would call it a mark of his influence, but he suspected that most of it was just Rose. “None of my other stories start that way,” he pointed out, hoping to distract her. “Does that mean they aren’t any good?”

Her drowsy giggle made him smile despite himself. But her next words were serious, even edged as they were with sleep. “This story will. Now go on, Quentin. In the beginning…”

“In the beginning…” her Imaggen repeated, thoughtfully. He gazed absently out her window at the moon. He thought about lying for a moment, of course. She would never know it was a lie at all. She’d never catch him for this one, because there would be no way for her to tell.

But he would know. That mattered these days, for reasons having to do mostly with the little Person falling asleep in front of him.

It also had to do with their lives in the past year, and the people they’d met: Professor Annison Payne, who was even now sleeping in the room across the hall under the watchful care of her Imaggen York. York himself, who had become a real friend and confidant somewhere along the way. Lira, who had become a whole colorful knot of complications in Quentin’s head, and who he found himself missing unexpectedly, despite their rocky history. Even Mitch Sherbourne and his old Imaggen Wilfy, back in the tiny Southern town of Mill. Lies were harder for the Trickster of Imaggen to justify these days, when they should have been easier. It was easy to lie to save the ones you cared for—it was considerably harder, Quentin was beginning to discover, to lie to them.

Besides, he’d never been able to deny Rose anything.

And so, like all things do and everything must, Quentin began.

“In the beginning,” he said more firmly, turning with purpose to speak in her direction, “…well. That’s covered it, I suppose. The beginning was in the beginning. The start is in the start. The proof,” he said with evident glee, “is in the proverbial pudding.”

“Quentin!” she admonished with another giggle that quickly got smothered by a yawn. “Be serious.”

He could tell that she was nearly asleep, and maybe that was why he continued when he should have stopped. “Well, that’s right, you know. The beginning was in the beginning. But I think—and tell me, Rose, if my logic is sound in this—I have thought that if the beginning was in there, then the end must have been, too. So, in the beginning, Rose…there was the end.” Her even breathing was a relief. He shook his head and murmured, “Does that make any sense?”

“No,” she whispered, causing him to startle in surprise. “But I think, if it did,” she slurred even as dreams began to pull her in, “if it did, I wouldn’t understand it half so well.”

Quentin stood and moved to the head of the bed. His shape did nothing to block the moonlight streaming in from the window behind him, though his form was in its way. He watched affectionately as Rose’s eyes drooped one more time as she finally succumbed to the sleep all Persons seemed to need so badly.

“Oh, Rose,” he murmured with something like awe. “Rose Sherbourne. Dream about something else.” He looked out the window again. “Beginnings and ending both are subjects too old for that young heart of yours.” His hand, though it never actually touched her brow, still smoothed it of her cares. “Peaceful sleep, Rose.”

At last she obeyed, and Quentin the Imaggen was left alone to watch the moon rise in the Expanse, and to ponder the ends of Time and the beginnings of a twelve-year-old Person girl named Rose.

In the quiet corners of his mind, the two felt very much the same.

A Matter of Size

Rose and Quentin can’t always get along, of course. This scene takes place in the first Imaggen book, and a few issues that have been bothering Rose for a long time finally come into the open. For a 12-year-old, she holds her ground pretty well. Poor Quentin gets blindsided, and proves once and for all that he doesn’t always know what to say. They make up eventually, but the issues brought up in this scene will continue to color their relationship for the rest of the story. This scene is a bit long, since there was no good place to cut it for posting.

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They made their way back to the house as the afternoon started to fade into the coming evening. The wind was cooler than it had been earlier in the day, so Rose kept her arms tucked close to her sides as she scuffed along the dirt road beside her Imaggen. Quentin looked down at her thoughtfully and caught her shivering a little.

“We’ll need to get you a new coat soon,” he murmured, “or we’ll have to start coming in earlier. You’re going to freeze if we keep this up.”

“It’s nearly summer! It’ll be warm soon!” Rose protested, even as she made an effort not to look cold. “Besides, I always get a new coat from Mrs. Leeson in the fall, when Jan grows out of hers from last year.” The last coat had been purple, and therefore Rose’s personal favorite so far. Unfortunately, it had also proven too small for her arms and shoulders by the middle of January, when she’d grown again without noticing. Rose was hoping for the same color this year, and maybe something a few sizes bigger, so she could wear it all the way through the winter.

“They’re not so new by the time Jan’s done with them,” Quentin retorted, as if narrating his Person’s thoughts.

Rose looked up at him in surprise. He was usually very careful to keep from pointing out that they were poor. Talking about it didn’t help, Rose knew, and more often than not, any mention of money or the things they didn’t have enough of only made Quentin and Wilfy fight out on the porch at night. Even worse, those kinds of things made Uncle Mitch go sad and quiet, and Rose wanted to avoid that most of all. She knew he felt guilty that he couldn’t get her things like a new jacket, but she never blamed him. Deep inside, Rose thought sometimes that it was her fault that they didn’t have much; if Uncle Mitch and Wilfy didn’t have to worry about buying her clothes and food and school supplies, they probably would have been able to spend the money on other things, like getting the house fixed or maybe even putting some money aside in the bank, like a lot of the farmers did.

Something of what she was thinking must have appeared on her face, because Quentin saw her expression and gave a long sigh, shaking his head and waving his hand in the way that meant he didn’t mean whatever he’d just said.

Rose knew better. She saw the way Quentin looked around him sometimes when he thought no one was watching—there were these little moments, when it seemed like he was only just waking up from a long sleep to realize how small their lives were, here in Mill. And Rose noticed other things too; things that Quentin had never said, but that seemed obvious from the way he acted sometimes. She knew that he hated the way the house leaned to one side, and how it never stayed warm in the winter because of the gap under the door. He didn’t like town at all, either; partly for some reason that Rose had never quite figured out, but also because it just wasn’t big enough to be interesting, and there was no one there he wanted to talk to.

Quentin was just too big for Mill. Rose knew that—had known it from the moment she’d come to Uncle Mitch’s house when she was three and found Quentin waiting for her in her bedroom—but it still made something in her chest ache every time she thought about it. He didn’t want to stay here, was the thing. Rose didn’t want to stay either, or not forever at least, but she often worried that when she got old enough to go travel, Quentin wouldn’t want to come back here to visit Uncle Mitch nearly as often as she hoped.

They paused at the foot of the porch steps and turned as one to look out over the town, half-dark and preparing for the night, and across the long farm-dotted rolls of the plains. There were thick clouds on the southern horizon that hid the mountains. Overhead, the first stars glittered in the Expanse as the periwinkle sky melted away. The air was cool and a little wet, and Rose guessed that they would probably have rain in the morning.

“It’s beautiful,” she said, mostly to herself. Quentin just smiled a little, clearly thinking about something else, and she wondered what he thought of it. He had probably seen more exciting things before breakfast. That made her a little sad too, but it was a familiar sadness, and she didn’t linger on it long. Rose turned to watch him, shadowed as he was by the dark bulk of the lopsided corner of the roof behind his head. The light from the house’s windows cast half his face into shadow, and the other into a golden image like the pictures in Uncle Mitch’s old photo albums. Just at that moment, he seemed handsome and mysterious, and much too big to be standing here with her at all.

“I’m sorry, you know,” Rose told him softly. She’d been meaning to say it for ages, but as soon as the words came out she was embarrassed that she hadn’t said it better.

Her Imaggen turned in surprise and met her gaze properly for the first time all evening. “Sorry? What in the World for?”

She wished she hadn’t brought it up at all now, but it was too late to go back, so she gave a little shrug that looked like one of his. “For this,” she explained, pointing towards the darkening view. “I know it’s too small.” He looked shocked, and she hurried to continue before he could interrupt. “Maybe someday, I can go to college or get a job, and then you could pick somewhere you’d like more for us to go. I wouldn’t mind, if you picked the first place. As long as we could come back here sometimes, we could go anywhere you wanted! I promise,” Rose finished with a smile that she hoped looked brave. She felt a little proud of herself for getting all of that out at once.

Quentin stared at her in what she supposed was surprise, but there was an odd, cracked expression on his face, like the words he’d been planning to say had broken into pieces in his mouth before he could get them out. When he was still silent after a whole minute, Rose started to get worried. “Quentin?” When he still didn’t answer, even when she’d used his name, she all of a sudden realized why.

“You aren’t staying!” she blurted out in disbelief. “That’s why you don’t talk about things, and why you won’t make any friends! You’re not just leaving here, you’re leaving me! You’re leaving as soon as you can, and then I’ll never see you again!” She realized she was crying, but she couldn’t stop herself now. She also realized she was shouting, and she managed to take a deep breath and speak quieter when she asked him, helplessly, “Did you ever mean to be here? Or was I really just an accident on your way to somewhere else?”

“Oh, Rose,” he protested, but he couldn’t seem to get any other words to follow her name. He just watched her helplessly, all his smiles and quick jokes gone and shriveled up like they’d never existed.

Rose knew, then, that she was right. She’d guessed the ending to another one of Quentin’s stories. All at once, she wished she hadn’t.

She stared up at him fiercely, waiting for an apology, and explanation, anything that would make this better, at least a little. That was his job, after all. Just at that second, she thought that she might even have liked a lie. If he told her right then that of course he would never leave, and they would always be together just like Uncle Mitch and Wilfy, she decided that she would believe him.

Rose stood there for a full minute, and waited for him to fix it. Quentin looked at her, eyes wide, and she thought that she’d never seen him scared until just now. Finally, she couldn’t take the silence or the confusion on his face any more. Rose burst into tears, banged up the porch stepped and stormed into the warm, bright house. She dropped her bag at the door and rushed straight past Uncle Mitch’s worried face.

“Rose!” he called after her, “Rose, honey, what’s wrong?”

He wouldn’t understand. Wilfy had never left him, not once, and so Rose didn’t answer. She shut the door of her room as hard as she could, curled up on her bed, and cried.

And even though she was mad at him for never telling her, and scared of losing him, and worried that she would never be good enough for anyone or anyplace else but here–even with all that, Rose wished Quentin would come and shush her, and tell her that everything would work out in the end.

Out On the Porch

This Imaggen excerpt takes place fairly early on chronologically speaking, but it doesn’t appear until later in the books, so this is a bit of a sneak peak, really. This conversation between Quentin and Wilfy (one of many of its kind, clearly) takes place on the night that Quentin first comes to bond with his Person, Rose Sherbourne. It is worth noting that this night is also Rose’s third birthday, the day she moved in with Uncle Mitch and Wilfy, and the day that both of her parents died in an accident. In the meantime, the two Imaggens try to deal with the day’s events, and also each other.

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When Quentin finally exited the house to find some perspective on the porch, he was unsurprised to find Wilfy there waiting for him. There was a long, tense silence while they observed each other carefully, cataloging the minute changes that only Imaggen eyes could notice. Some things hadn’t changed at all; Wilfy had the same hunched shoulders, the same hooked nose and sour expression. Especially, he had the same beady dark eyes that Quentin had always associated with him.

Their gazes locked and held far longer than strictly necessary in a silent battle of wills that was more habit than anything else. Finally, as if losing a staring contest, Quentin broke the connection and turned his eyes to the stars far above them. He put his hands in his pockets and watched the Queen’s Parade as the constellation started its slow turn from the far horizon.

Neither of them spoke, trying to wait the other out. There were certain aspects of their relationship that had stayed comfortingly the same.

“You shouldn’t be here,” Wilfy rasped at last. Quentin allowed himself a little smirk at his victory there, even if he had lost in the staring. Those formalities out of the way, he turned to look at Wilfy again, and this time he allowed himself to process the tired huskiness in the other Imaggen’s voice and the way his bony shoulders hunched even tighter than Quentin had remembered. The changes spoke of time and strain long endured. Another thing that never changed about Wilfy was the sardonic look he leveled at Quentin then, and the Imaggen realized that he was supposed to respond. He deliberately focused himself on the moment again.

“Shouldn’t I?” he asked with a sigh. He liberated a hand from its pocket and ran it through his hair. “No, I suppose not. Still, here I am!” He grinned madly, knowing even as he did that Wilfy would see that there was no humor in it. This was too serious for even Quentin to make light of it.

When the other Imaggen only answered with a stony stare, Quentin waved a dismissive hand and pivoted into an agitated pace that stopped abruptly when he reached the end of the porch. He stopped there and stared out at the dark landscape for a long moment, feeling Wilfy’s stare on his back. Eventually Quentin’s shoulders slumped, and he slowly shook his head. “I know, Wilfy. I know. This place is too small.”

“No place’d be big enough for your ilk,” Wilfy replied wryly, rather graciously ignoring Quentin’s deliberate use of his name. That was one allowance they’d generally granted back when they were still speaking to each other.

Quentin heard the slight mockery in his tone, but didn’t rise to it. Wilfy’s words were true enough to pause him for a moment. He felt the other Imaggen move to stand at his side, and the two of them looked out into the night from the edge of Mitch Sherbourne’s porch.

Wilfy broke the silence again, this time speaking quietly. “Girl’s been through a loop today. Mitch too.”

Quentin nodded slowly. “News has reached the Plain already. Lee and Anne Sherbourne—and their Imaggens, too.” The way he said this last made Wilfy look at him sharply. Quentin caught the glance and sighed again. “I felt it,” he admitted softly. “Most of us did that had met them. Just…gone. Without a trace, like they had never existed.”

“I felt it too,” Wilfy snapped irritably. Quentin didn’t doubt it—regardless of Wilfy’s diminished state, he had certainly come into contact with the missing Imaggens enough times to feel their presence disappear entirely. What’s more, he’d known the Sherbournes, and though he would never say it, Quentin accepted that Wilfy had more of a reason to mourn this night than most others.

Eventually, the other Imaggen let out a sigh of his own. “There’s trouble brewin’, isn’t there. Out there.” He nodded his head to encompass the World, from the low lights of the town all the way out to the shadowed horizon. “You’re a fool and no mistake, Quentin, but you don’t pop into the World for nothing.”

“No,” Quentin agreed quietly, not disputing the insult. “Not for nothing. For Rose.”

Wilfy watched him carefully. “She’s it, then. Your next mover and shaker?”

Quentin chuckled ruefully and shook his head. “I don’t know what she is. Or who. Except that she’s Rose, and right now she’s crying.” He turned now to look Wilfy directly in the eye, his expression deathly solemn. “There is trouble brewing. Bad trouble—maybe the worst we’ve ever had. But no one can see it. We can only feel it, guess at it, and that does us little good. And I find myself in Mill, of all places, where the town’s so small you can memorize it, Bound to a girl who just lost everything she ever knew! What do you think it means, Wilfy? Because I have absolutely no idea!” His voice had raised without him realizing it. He took a deep breath to calm himself, and deliberately turned away for a moment.

His companion let him compose himself. There was another long pause during which the stars coasted silently in their long arcs overhead.

“Lay low,” Wilfy finally advised, like Quentin had asked him. “Don’t show yourself. Keep the girl outta trouble, long as you can. Wouldn’t give Mitch your name either, if I were you.”

“He won’t like that much,” Quentin responded softly, knowing that he was agreeing to it anyway. “It won’t last forever.”

“Long as you can, then,” Wilfy amended. “No use stirring up trouble. I don’t want to see him mixed up in it.”

“He’s already mixed up in it,” Quentin replied with resignation. “As soon as you see that girl smile, you get mixed up in it, like it or not.” He turned to enter the house again.

“You gonna tell her?”

The question made Quentin pause halfway through the door. He thought for a moment. “…No,” he said at last. “No. No use stirring up trouble.”

Wilfy snorted at hearing his own words put back to him. “That doesn’t sound like you.”

“There’s a time for everything, Wilfy,” Quentin snapped. He instantly softened. “But it’s not here. Not yet.”

Wilfy’s eyes hardened and narrowed. “What happens when the time does come, eh? What happens to this family then? What happens to Rose?”

Quentin couldn’t answer that, and so he didn’t. He went back inside and shut the door firmly behind him, as if to keep Wilfy’s words outside, away from the sleeping Persons within.

After School (A Rose Amongst Daisies)

Near the beginning of Imaggen, we pick up with Rose at the end of a typical (and not all-together tranquil) day at school. One of the very first scenes I wrote with just Rose and Quentin, doing their normal thing as bonded Person and Imaggen. It’s still one of my favorites, especially since it provides our first good look at Quentin from his Person’s perspective. This isn’t the entire thing (too long to post all in one chunk, really), but it’s enough to get the feel of it.

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Rose Sherbourne made her way down the sun-warmed street unaccompanied. She hummed happily to herself, ignoring the concerned glances of the familiar Imaggens she passed with practiced ease. Inevitably, the Persons on the street would turn to watch her back with worried frowns, after their Imaggens had whispered in their ears that the little girl—no, that one, just there, the Sherbourne girl that lived up in the crooked house—had no Imaggen by her side. Rose’s Imaggen never came into town. It made her unusual, when her old clothes and tattered shoes had already made her pitiable, and the resulting emotions in the observers were ones that Rose had quickly learned to avoid.

Rose turned left at the bakery, then right at the store house. She reached out as she skipped along the street and used a lamp post to spin herself off of Hill Street and around the corner onto Main, going west. Her purple scarf flew behind her in two frayed streams, twin flags of her triumphant march into afternoon freedoms. Sunlight glinted off her blonde hair and swirled with the dust motes kicked up by her steps as she hurried away from the school building and all the things she’d learned therein.

She followed Main Street as it left town and meandered west out towards the long green plains. Uncle Mitch’s house stood right in the middle of her vision, a small dark square set back from the road about half a mile from town. There were no other houses in that direction, just lots of farm land. Most other people had built east, where the big mill that employed the town sat like a big cardboard box on top of the biggest hill.

The girl kept the leaning house in sight even as she turned off Main just as it turned into a smooth dirt road just a few hundred yards after the last town shop. She wandered along at a right angle to the road, following a familiar path that put both town at home at her back. Her feet brought her up one small rise and down another, and then, all at once, she could look down at the barn.

It was an old, red thing that had once been big enough to be seen on the horizon from town. Now, though, the building was all collapsed in on itself, as if the surrounding grass had started to swallow it up, only to have it get stuck halfway down. The roof was at an angle with the ground, and only two walls were left. It looked like the bow of one of the ships that Rose had seen pictures of in school. Daisies abounded here, growing in huge puffs and tuffs that frothed up the walls like waves, bringing the last of the barn-ship down into the depths.

Rose paused at the top of the hill to take one last look at the house over her shoulder before she made her way down to the barn. The horizon tightened and the sky shrank into the sides of the green-daisy hills as she descended. She took a moment at the bottom of the rise to plan a way through the great heaps of daisies between her and the building.

It was entirely the wrong time of year for daises to be growing here at all, but that never stopped Quentin from doing it anyway.

After several minutes of silent contemplation, she eventually bit her lip, reeled in the ends of her scarf, and gave a sigh of exasperation. “No fair!” she shouted towards the barn. “Come on, there’s no way through!”

“There is too!” her Imaggen’s familiar voice called indignantly from behind the still-upright corner of the barn. “You just have to try harder!”

She hated when he said that. Rose glared at the empty air and returned her attention to the flower-covered grass again. Her brown eyes narrowed hard in concentration. Maybe if she took one step to her left and then…no. She’d only hit that big clump two steps later, and there was no getting around it. “You’re lying!” she finally declared with certainty. “There is no way I can get to you without bending at least one flower.”

He heaved a theatrical sigh. “Alright, alright. You caught me. Here.” Rose watched unperturbed as the daises before her rearranged themselves, bending and reaching back to frame a clear path through their midst. The girl allowed herself a triumphant smile and made her way flower-free over to the side of the barn. She reached out and trailed her fingertips along the chipped paint and splintered wood as she finally rounded the corner. And there, waiting for her like he did every other school day, was Quentin, her Imaggen. He was looking carefully at something over on his left, so Rose took the chance to watch him for a moment before she spoke.

He stood leaning against the side of the barn with his ankles crossed and his hands in his pockets. Just like always, he appeared in his blue pants and vest, and his dark blue greatcoat brushed his knees as he turned. The shirt underneath the vest and coat was blue with white stripes today, and his tie was the color of the sky. Rose liked that shirt the best—it meant that Quentin was in a good mood. Just like always, every button and every strand of his curling dark hair was perfect, like he’d spent an hour getting everything straight, even though he never needed to.

Still, she always thought that he looked silly, wearing all of that and standing next to an old rundown barn in the middle of a field. Quentin didn’t look quite right anywhere in Mill, really. He always seemed a little too…big. Too bright and colorful. Like he was supposed to be at a party or a meeting in a big city like Corsus, but he’d taken a wrong turn and just ended up here with her instead, by accident. The thought made Rose uneasy, because she was half-convinced that it was true.

Quentin  finally turned and focused his blue eyes on her with a smile; she shook herself and picked her way over to him, careful of the uneven ground and her own untied shoelaces. Rose returned his smile with a broad one of her own—she was out of school, and she was with her Imaggen. Finally, she could learn something for the day.

Dealing in Middles

Another Imaggen excerpt. Wilfy and Quentin are both Imaggen (Imaginary Beings) and both of them love the Sherbournes. Other than that, they don’t agree on much. They’ve known each other just a bit too long to ever really get along. The following conversation is one of my favorite of theirs so far. Lots of backstory in this, but it’s enjoyable without it.

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“There are days, Wilfy, when I absolutely do not understand the World.”

“There are more days than less when I don’t understand one thing that comes out of that gab of yours,” Wilfy retorted cheerily. He was feeling fairly benevolent to the World at large just now, and Quentin in particular, so he leaned back on the stone wall and watched the other Imaggen pace back and forth across the rocks.

It was a completely Person-like action that Quentin had always used when he was agitated. Wilfy thought it probably came from Quentin’s first Person, back at the beginning. That kind of thing happened a lot, especially back in the early days; for all the talk about Persons taking on characteristics of their Imaggen, the reverse was just as often true. In any case, it was hard to say with Quentin, because he never talked about his first Bond—not once in all the Person centuries that Wilfy had known him. Wilfy had been there just for the very end, so he understood why. Understood better than most, probably.

Some hurts ran deep—too deep to be healed or patched or touched by time. Seeing that pain in the back of Quentin’s eyes or hearing it in the edges of his voice on days like this was one of the few things that Wilfy grudgingly respected in him.

“No, I mean it!” Quentin insisted, oblivious to Wilfy’s scrutiny. “They’re so obsessed with beginnings here. And endings, for that matter! They spend so much time looking back, looking forward, that they forget to look straight in front of them and end up tripping on the moment they’re actually living in.”

Wilfy settled more comfortably on the stone, willing to indulge the other Imaggen for a minute or two. When Quentin had paced in silence for several moments, Wilfy prompted him. “They’re bound by time, you know. Of course they want to see both ends of it.”

Usually, mentioning time was a guaranteed way to get Quentin’s ego going. It was a mark of his apparent seriousness that he instead turned to look at Wilfy with sober, piercing awareness in his blue eyes. “We are all to a one of us bound by time, Wilfy,” he said softly. “If there is anything I’ve learned in all this stretch of existing, it’s that. Everything begins and ends, and wonders in the in-between.”

Wilfy’s creased brow raised a bit in surprise—a gesture he knew had come from Mitch. “Well, you’re certainly digging ‘neath the happy-textured surface today. What good’s a story if you only get the middle, but not either end?”

“Most good stories start in the middle,” Quentin retorted with a dismissive wave of his hand, pointedly ignoring Wilfy’s sarcasm. He finally halted his ceaseless pacing. His form seemed to be tightly reigned momentum, pivoted on this little patch of rock as he gazed up at the sky like he was seeing through it into the Expanse. The thought made Wilfy uneasy, for no reason he could place.

Quentin’s face was thoughtful, still turned determinedly upwards, as he continued. “I was there at the beginning,” he said absently, almost to himself. Wilfy knew he looked interested, and he couldn’t even summon up a scowl when Quentin glanced over with a grin and caught him paying attention. There were times when even Wilfy forgot that Quentin was the older of the two of them, when he believed Quentin’s more youthful appearance instead of history.

Quentin continued on with a small shrug that moved the smile from his voice. “Well, close enough to make little difference, at least. I saw the first Persons when they came down from the mountains. I helped Lyser chart stars in the Expanse. I saw Yanna walk along the shore and leave flowers in her wake, and I made her laugh, back when she still smiled. I can remember when the continents cracked apart and the Empty Shell swallowed up the east.” He waved his hand again. “Well, you know. You were there for some of it.”

“Enough to know you were a miscreant, even then.” Neither of them said the obvious—that Quentin had helped crack the World in pieces, not just observed it. Wilfy had stood with the others on the slopes of the eastern mountains and stared as the vast desert bled across the horizon, but Quentin had come out of the middle of the desolation, quieter and more reckless than before. It had been his initiation and his breaking from the other Greats, both at once.

It occurred to Wilfy that to Quentin, maybe beginnings and endings were the same. And both of them were far too important to him to ever get looked at straight. Quentin dealt in middles to avoid thinking about both ends.

So be it. In some ways, history or not, Wilfy thought Quentin was still too young to understand. He’d learn, eventually. Wilfy intended to remain silent, but Quentin watched him expectantly, waiting for the wisdom he’d once doled out to anyone who’d listen. Things had changed—he didn’t have much wisdom left, not for years.

Wilfy sighed and stood, shaking his head in resignation. “For someone so obsessed with time,” he said with wry sympathy, “you really have no idea what it’s actually for.”

Quentin’s baffled expression was the most enjoyable thing he’d seen all day. With a little grin hovering in his narrowed eyes, Wilfy left the Trickster of the Imaggen to his frantic pacing underneath the clear sky.